Worlds

o.O

05.26.08 (1:07 pm)   [edit]
Hmm.. I havent written for a week now.. I guess life moved TOO fast and am still reeling .. it feels like am in a time-continuum machine.. BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS I PASSED MY DRIVING THIS TIME.. HELL I ACED IT. This time around it was a different woman.. non screaming one (Thank God) I did really well on my observation , control and backing.. and am a brand new owner of a Texas DRIVING LICENSE.. (Uh oh was the reaction) Next off... Buying a car.. OH BOY..that is SOOO annoying... thank fully this task is handed over to somebody else. Downpayment however is again on me. anyways .. that is mundane life..Hope ye bloggers are having a non-sick (unlike moi) great LOOONG weekend. (Yah i missed work today) Cheers

Him

05.20.08 (8:44 am)   [edit]

 A face in the crowd, Warm brown eyes.

No matter where you are, I feel safe

Safe as long as you are connected with me.

Our eyes meet over the world going crazy, colours and intoxication

Smell of raw human emotions

I know you are there, eyes meet , one moment

We know.. we know.. we are meant

To be us

 

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Alone in a crowd, always one I seek

My strength .. My weakness, my fear.. my faith

Fear of losing him, Losing him

Loving him Living him

In his arms my world begins and ends

In his smile is my sunshine

In his eyes my reflections

Worlds apart , yet the same soul

Lives different yet the same

My soul my essence

Love that can't be accounted and paralled

My existence

Just Mine

 

Screaming Bitch Took my drivers test

05.19.08 (1:39 pm)   [edit]

 

OKay so here is how it went. SCREAMING BITCH at start point. Am a bit thrown off cause am at the other end. She screams first ONE I go OK She screams FIRST ONE. (Why are you screaming its just parallel parking)

ANYWAYS all that screaming made me nervous and I hit the curb. I fuzzed out., din pay attention. However my parallel parking was fine..

 LESSON LEARNED

Next time u are freaked.. DUN take THE TEST ASK 4 another INSTRUCTOR

WEAR A SUIT.. they hate their job,, BUT cant treat u LIKE A KID

 

BEEP

I FAILED IT BADLY.. sighs I am not going to blame it on any 1, but man that is a POWER BAD DAY.

Nightmares

05.16.08 (1:02 pm)   [edit]

She has to fight, or life will beat her

She has toi win.. or life will win

Tears have no place, he did not love her ..

If he did would he do thos to her?

She has to stop waiting. She has to survive.

 She has to take her own medicines "If you do not fight at life , life wins"

There is noone to save us.. we have to be our own heroes

Singapore

05.12.08 (3:01 pm)   [edit]

I miss home I miss the rain I miss my friends who were with me through a lot I miss wine on the beach.... I wish i spend more time with them.. always do. I miss those dark nights I miss though bright days I miss kick boxing I miss lunches with Marcus I miss talks and giggling with my sis I miss my moms warmth I miss my dads laugh I miss my heart and soul I miss home I miss Singapore :( Sad and lonely tonight

A step back

05.08.08 (7:17 am)   [edit]
Okay so maybe I may have spoken too soon. Yesterday I tried to drive a civic, I could not. Well it was not that bad, only it was not perfect. I was not in my lane. There was no steering alignment, and when I turned I did not bring steering back. Which makes me want to drive more badly and more perfectly. Taking a friends car also means you are scared you will destroy it, an excuse? Maybe but I HATE LOSING. Yes am anally perfectionist so this is driving me crazy.

Pheonix

05.07.08 (3:49 pm)   [edit]
She was lost somehere, scared of darkness scared of light She was blinded, tied, she was being dispised. "You are weak .. she as told" Weak Weak Weak.. drowning.. She fights, fights for breath, yes she choses life She choses strength Bitter tears, despair .. broken dreams Hopes, aspiration Atleast there were feelings. "What does not break you, makes you stronger" She fought.. step by step.. faster and faster.. resurfacing.. there was a glint of sun Yes that was enough, she held on to that, gulped for air.. Ashes..they are her own.. Rising from it.. she was the pheonix

Nish can drive

05.07.08 (1:09 pm)   [edit]
Freeway, Rush Hour .. loads of vehicles, me at the wheel. No I am wide awake and it is not a dream. (that sounds like a poem) That is what yesterday was. Yes! I DROVE!!!!! YES till about 3:40 EST I could not drive. By that I mean I could not turn the car keys , never sat behind the steering. 3:55: Am driving towards Hillcroft. YES …how I do not know, all i know the instructor tells me to sit in the car and drive her to hilcroft and then take her to the freeway. CRAZY YES FIRST TIME DRIVER YES Guess what.. I can actually drive and it was not rocket science. Day 2 however was a toll, being anally perfectionist and its my peeves, i want it to be perfect driving , which is impossible considering it is my second day. Yet it annoys me that in my driving I have 4 major mistakes: Big intersection I could not turn and I would have gotten a ticket, cause I din give gas in the turn and was locked. Another intersection I almost gassed across Traffic.. thank god she had breaks. I lost my focus and got distracted. Sighs it punched my confidence and ego. Well as they say 3 is a charm. Future note to self: Do not grip steering. Stay in lane and pay attention. Everything in life needs focus or we end up in accidents with our life

My first

05.06.08 (12:54 pm)   [edit]
Yes this blog has been my first.. but now spamming is turned off so well, anyways after 26 years into earth I do not really care much about sum assholes commenting silly stuff in this blog. This blog is my essence of blogging and I have seen so much shit that I cannot be scared anymore so yah am gonna to blog here.. and people who read it will have to stand it !! Why am I blabbing on.. well cause I can