Monday!

11.19.06 (7:45 pm)   [edit]
6:15: Dart dog! Stop barking.. digs pillow..aaaah is it time to get up? Somewhere near 7: Where is my purple jacket and my wallet? 7:15: Whinish whinish... whining. Wallet misplaced. Sohaib: Where is your wallet? Darling, if I Only knew :/ 7:45: In my drawer!! Yay!! Blues are becoming white!OUCH! Cramps.. noooo NOT already! I just bled last month :( 9:54: Crampy crampy crampy crampy.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaarfhhhhhhhh I hate men! Except sab..n dadn well men i know who are nice and related to me! Marcus is MIA...good for him as I aint exactly missing him. Gaut: Stand up for yourself but choose you wars.. gal who gave me tampon: can I have 10 c as its a chinese tradition that if u give someone a tampon you will have an un-necessary fight..superstitious? (Spell check!) So I am.. cranky!! Coffee!! Cranky!! Cant have coffee!! Dehydrates.. coffee!! Gah.. Mondays!!!I am getting the blues :( ..to be continiued Yay am going shopping (thanks jaan) .. cramps are the worse! Oh ...I need sum coffee. I Give! Dress, shoes, contacts... the works!! This is when I start feeling good about my birthday! 2:38 it is.. and am sleepy. Marcu is still mia so its a pretty quiet MON!! Just my type!! I took this from somewhere but we all have Blues .. so here is Nisha's guide to BEATING MONDAY BLUES!! 1. Wear your beat outfit to work, dress up.. LOOK GOOD! Looking good always gives u feel good! 2. Give in to that cream latte, frappe whatever. 3. A great lunch. (instead of friday) That way you have something to treat yourself and look forward to) 4. watch a movie and have a glass of wine cola at the end of the day! That is your way to say cheers to the week! 5. Smile it helps! 6. take the active approach not passive.. it will jazz you up and brighten your day! 7. Dun whine about it.. more you feel sorry tougher it gets! Its all about the attitude.. 8. Feel glad u had a sunday! Sabs works on sundays!

11.19.06 (4:12 am)   [edit]
How tough is it to stand up for yourself? You would think easy..I always believed that I could do anything. Smack anyone I deemed wrong. That was till I started working. The adult world, is damn bloody different. You have to pick your own godamn fights.. but chose them carefully. It si management and politics, and if you do not watch your back you will get fired, or well if you dun stand for yourself you will be riden and snubbed. Now I am pretty lucky about this, my boss is okay. He is not such a bad ass.. but FRIDAY he reached hieghts of being an ass. He went low, passed a personal comment... and HE yelled at me for things that need not be yelled for. Dun get me wrong, its just work and he ain't a bad guy! He is just british. (There that felt better). Maybe I ought to tell him that he is no longer my colonial ruler. So i have to stand up for myself, and well stop taking his shit. No more ms cute. Easier said than dun. Cause well I dun have a plan. I could go speak to Gautam, and end up snitching. I could take the foot down ...on what? Well I have decided fost step is emotional detachment. As in, I am too nice.. I just talk work or do not talk.Tame down the niceness and shopw I can have my say in this. Being young, they treat me like a kid! Kid it si not! This war I am taking up! Not eaxctly sure how? But a week before I turn 26.. now is the time I show I am no longer -10 my age but .. I should be having a 5 year old kid now cause.. that is what would have happed had I been arranged married at 18. ;)

11.18.06 (8:49 am)   [edit]
Hello Hello... Guess what I found. My tblog account is still active. Guess what else I found? "Some-one" gonna get a hurt very bad. Anyways, I am re-starting this place. Whjy? Cause this was popular enough that people still visited it. Also, it was whiny. So I thought since I am going to start whining again.. why not. I had started this blog 2 years back. (About!) A lot has happened, after that. Most memories in this blog were of a person I wish I never met. So those memories along with the posts are removed. As per the updates with my life. Why not. 1. I am engaged to Sohaib, My guy.. The person, wth I will use names. Thank you SAAD! I owe you one man! You gave me the greatest gift ever. A guy who loves me like crazy, who I want to spend My life with. So its not true that I wish I never found u.. I found u. so sohaib found me! (Pics coming soon) 2. Keya is married! Congrats babe! (:( sad though she had to move) 3. I am working.. yeah finally .. I have reached the first few stepping stones of my career. 4. I have bad posture, can't walk straight (Oh wait I always had that) 5. I have a dog named sonya. Shes such a darling. Pics coming soon!! I guess that would summarise it all. I have deleted all my whiny blogs. I promise though I will still whine a lot more! Thanks for missing me soooooooooo much guys!